No friends to call at 2 AM

I have to many demons haunting me. I can’t sleep at night with out pills. And even the pills don’t help. I picked up the phone and wanted to call a friend. But after finishing my list of contacts I found out that I don’t have any friends that would get out of there pajamas at 2 AM and go out for a drink.

The spirit of “solitary man” is killing me. I started to listen to Dido, even the local radio is playing Dido. It’s like someone is trying to get the best of me. My dad called last night, but after one minute he hanged up.

I still believe in love, but the concept is killing me. Tomorrow I have to get up early and fix a MacBook Pro up in camp, the place that I grow up. It scares the shit out of me! But it’s another thing that I have to do. Face up to my demons and God.

For all of you out there, Benosen does not work!

July 15, 2009 2:09 am

6 Comments

  • Tibi — July 15, 2009 4:28 pm

    Hai la Cluj!;)

  • Matei Tudor — July 15, 2009 9:56 pm

    Watchu talkin’ bout, Willis? I got time for wine. I mean for hangin’ up. But the only train to Sighet is at 17:33 and arrives at 7:14.
    So I’ll need a 9 hour notice of loneliness.

  • admin — July 15, 2009 10:37 pm

    @tibi I will, soon I hope.
    @Matei Tudor I know, it’s horrible.

  • Alexandru Gugurel — July 15, 2009 11:13 pm

    I just hope we’ll meet again before you leave.

  • Matei Tudor — July 15, 2009 11:17 pm

    Is it too soon/hot for a group hug?

  • missT — July 16, 2009 12:54 pm

    grrrooouuup huuuug!

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