Today’s revelation
People change over time, become more mature sometimes even more wise, but when it come to personality that never changes. I do consider myself a artist even if I don’t do anything. In the past years I haven’t written anything of value or created something that people can marvel and go “wow”.
But I do feel that my personality intersects with the one of a artist. What does that mean? Well, according to Rosamunde Pilcher when it comes to day to day decisions, responsibility, love and so on I’m impractical, impermanent, restless. I’m always running for something and trying to find something but nobody knows what, hell even I don’t have a clue.
I always have to be on the move for something, I can’t be contained and always feel insecure. For me the walls can’t be white and clean, they have to be windows to one’s soul, they have to be full of prints of one’s life time lessons and feelings. I’m unreliable because I’m always lost in my own form of being, maddening.
Yes, that’s the word, maddening. I’m not saying that my personality is my excuse for my behavior, no. This description of todays revelation it’s a small glimpse of myself for me, in order to comprehend my own way of living.
September 21, 2009 4:55 pm
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Hello from Russia!
Can I quote a post in your blog with the link to you?
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